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til i started throwing stuff at him.

and then in math, the teacher took his agenda.

i once stole his agenda and changed his name to Elmo.

teacher started screaming who's Elmo? 

he stood up.

gave me that hot smile guys do.

i melted.

when the teacher gave it back.

he looked at me and winked.

i died. ;)

and... may the flirting begin. (:

so he said so loud; my hat will never be worn by anybody else but me.!

i took it from him.

he went, oh no. my hat. and he wasn't too hyped. it was a sarcastic oh no.

i put it on my head.

he didn't take it off.

or scream of horror.

he just smiled at me.

(:

aren't we just cute?

yes. yes we are.

and i have lotsa homework so...

to do : homework. art. math. stupid geography.

to continue : flirt with my future boyfriend. (:

have done : got him under my spell. ;)

i had this thing on facebook. its: like this thing if you love me, and u'll get a reward. (these things post by themselves)

he liked it.

and commented;

i hope i get pretty good reward. ;)

he. is. perfect.

thanks god for sending me mister perfect when im so young. :)

xox

HOMEWORK". GAWHHHHH (L)

Lexinee. :D

love.

you know what's mean?

love.

you know what's hideously so attractive you fall in it everyday with a certain person?

love.

SERIOUSLY! love feels fucking great when you're loved back. and i love him. yeah, so hello readers, im in love with my ex boyfriend!

i don't care if nobody reads this, i actually hope no one reads this. anyways... 

im freaking young, but im sure im in love. hey god? i've been in love with the same boy for a year now! knocked my head on a wall 2 or 3 times when i thought i loved someone else then him.

yes, he's perfect. yeah im young, and i probably won't marry him. but i know he's perfect, and one woman in this world will marry this man and be happily ever after. him being a hockey star or trainer. 

honestly, i hope i'm not the one that will marry him. 

and honestly, i'd love to marry him one day. (yes im young I KNOWWW) 

but if i never get over this boy, oh dear, ill never get over anything.

i have his necklace in a small box. every time i open the box, something inside hurts me soooooo deeply , i mostly cry.

KAY WTF! i always break up with my boyfriends in february. why february? isn't it , like, the love month? 

and i just had to break up with him, March 1st.

fell back in love with him a week later.

he told me he still liked me on March 20th.

he told me he loved me April 1st (and it wasn't april fools)

he asked me out April 7th.

i said yes, not being sure of my decision.

i broke april 14th. exactly a week later.

to get over him, i flirted with the baddest thing ever. Ryan.

i thought i liked him. yeah, thought.

i slow danced with Ryan on June 18th.

i told my ex that night.

he told me he was jealous.

it made me giggle. with happiness. he was jealous! 

i asked what should i do with Ry.

he didn't know what to tell me.

all summer, i went after this guy coming to our school. i thought he loved me. i was wrong. and i didn't like him. i just needed someone on my mind to keep away of depression.

i had a fight with my ex . mid summer. 

i deleted him from everything.

facebook, msn. everything.

a little before school started, i added him again.

we talked a little. not lots.

week before school, we talked how it would be ackward if we would be in the same class.

and we talked alot then.

we ended up in the same class. 

i loved it.

i sent signals that i did.

he knows me too well, and caught on.

we flirted. for the first week of school. 

but get this, only online. i was terrified to look or to talk to him in person.

second week. he got close to this girl, a good friend of mine.

super flirt , right there.

they walked back at home together, he gave her his coat.

made me jealous.

they went out a week after.

they lasted 2 weeks.

he always came to me for advice.

i got over him when i heard he ''loved'' my friend.

cried for a couple of hours.

when they broke, i smiled a little.

now, last week, i changed places.

i was besides this girl i couldn't concentrate in class with.

decided to change places.

went closer to my ex.

i told him online how chicken he was to not even say hi.

so he talked to me a little.

thursday, a little bit more.

friday, we were best friends.

he lent me hints that he liked me.

saturday, we didnt talk.  we werent online at the same time.

today, we did talk. 3 mins. it was awful.

i told him i might not go to his hockey game.

he said; i don't mind.

-.- he doesn't mind.

fuck you. 

fuckkkkkk you.

only hope : tomorrow, and the rest of the week.

what to do : spark up conversations.

avoid : online conversations about us being a couple.

avoid : online flirting.

to do : flirt in real person. seriously. 

avoid : being seriously PATHETICCCCC. 

to do; go wash my hair right now. 

lol. (: life's great without him.. ish.. i miss him.

xox

Lex. 

ill take this as my diary.

i hate myself now, im crying so hard. its 11. tomorrow is picture day, i will look liike fuck. i have way too much on my mind. i have to relax. in june. woo. FUCK YOU PEOPLE JUST FUCK YOU!

I HAVE ENGLISH POSTER TO DO BY MYSELF!

MY MOVIE CRITIC!

200 WORDS WHY I SHOULD BE CLASS PREZ!!!!!

PRACTICE MY VOLLEYBALL SKILLS FOR SUNDAYYY!!!!!

GET FLEXIBLE FOR SATURDAY CUZ IT'S DANCE CLASS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I WILL FUCKING KILL MYSELF ONE DAY. DUDE. argh.

i don't wanna grow up. please.

bye. :/ 

xox,

Lexi. 

ill never kill myself.

i know i say it, and always will, but never this action with be performed. 

so march 1st; i broke up with my boyfriend, brutal week for me... not only that but the multiple rumors. -_-

and then march 9th, my big presentation. it went well. but i panicked my ass off all week before... got an A+, going to the second round.

and then march 11th i went to school till 11h00, i was leaving to go to Puerto Plata at 4pm. :)

i am now in Puerto Plata with my mom! :D

I love the hotness here. *temperature, ;)*

sorry again for not blogging.

xx. LexineYellowMenard

picture; i miss this. air eau bois 2009/.

so friday night i arrived at Isabelle's place at around 3pm, her house is nice. We played Guitar World Tour? somethin like that and other games on the Wii. so at like around 5, her dad arrived brung us to a place, me&dave&alexis went to pizzapizza to eat pizza, lol. isabelle&her dad went to a lebanese resto? so we went bck to her house, we ate, and then settled in to watch a movie! Phantom of the opera. :) yeeeah. i love phantom <3 phantom is played my Gerard Butler?! well it stunned ME! :O ;D so me and isa drulled over Phantom while dave&alexis sorta drulled over Christine.

after the movie we went to play to Guitar thing again, till it was around 10h30 and we had to go home cuz Isa had a basket game around 8 am. i arrived home at 11 and started reading the books of POTO* (*Phantom of the Opera*) that Isa lent me. i went to page 100, and  then went to sleep at around 11h30. :)

i woke up at 8h34 am the next morning (around that time.) and went to see my mom to tell her wat happend at Isa's party. so i went online, wrote my blog, and then started getting ready so I;

-washed my hair

-ate

-talked

-blow dried my hair

-straightened my hair

- prepared bckpck with clothes & $$ for sleepover,

so my mom drove me at Joelle's, it looked like i was going a trip for 10 days, :)

so we arrived at the mall at around 2h30 cuz we were slow at getting in the car and stuff. we had a scavenger hunt that we *kinda* finished. we were on a  kiddy ride and were filming ourselves when a security guard came by and said that we couldn't take pictures in the mall maybe theres some celebrity in the background! :O lmfao.

bcuz

so we stopped taking pictures but then realized we had to take pictures for the scavenger hunt.

on the things we had to get for the scavenger hunt is a salesperson autograph, we didn't have the guts to ask a random salesperson to sign a random piece a paper so i signed myself,

we also had to get a picture of us in a bathroom stall, us wearing a hat, us wearing a necklace, us wearing shades, us pointing at the mall map, get a brochure, pic of us hugging, get a napkin, a straw, a piece of paper toilet, sample of men's perfume, sample of women's perfume, wear some random eyeshadow  from the makeup things, picture of us in an elevator, in an escalator, walking backwards in the stairs, pic of us playing a video game, wearing a ugly/nice dress, and yeah,

sry, i dont really have time saying all the details, i have to write a presentation that's due next week, ! and its REALLY important. so yeah.

xx, LexineYellowMenard.